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I'll turn 16 on the 17thFeb. I detest it when people is piss with me for no particular reason. I get jealous easily. However, you will never know when because I will never show you that I am. I treasure each and every gift that I recieve, be it big or small. I'm sorry and I know it's one of my bad habits, but I do not take initiatives. I'd love a friendly hug once in awhile. To me, true love only exist in fairytales.
But i'm in love with Onew&Jonghyun from SHINEE, and JungYongHwa from CNblue

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There things you never knew you going to lose it . I had always thought things will come true all the time. I always thought the friends are always here for me . Forever friends ? kinda bullshit i think . . anti-social or should i say , getting a trusted friend is hard. No humans could be trusted, I guess. Had a dream last night . Scare the shit out of me . Woke up & cried . I hope, i pray , the dream wont happen . I swear i would freak out ;X

Hellos, Earthlings.
i know i know . I haven beeng blogging much again .I was studying for EOY you see. Can'y afford to retain . Well, many thing happened at this period of time . Althought im all stress up and stuff . I won't show . I just dont want to . Cause, i hate to see my loves ones worried for me. Bottling up my feelings will be the best way i guess . Since , nothing gonna change even when i act all stress up and stuff . Why not live happily , & act everything has nothing happened . But that's hard . Acting nothing happened. Impossible. Sometimes , when you lost something , then you know how to apreicate things . & guess what . I'm tearing when posting this post. Bye bestf. Or should i say , bye a bestf i treat but treated me like shit . Stop your nonense . Seriously. :D bye people idk what to post alr.

Do you know how hurting your action are? Maybe you didn't know. Maybe it was unintentional. Maybe it should be like that . I already used half the time you trick myself you didn't mean it . But i guess, things wasn't like what i see . Like what people see. Idc now. i don't want to try anymore . The more i try . the more hurt i am . The more i move forward . then more you slash me and move a step backwards. I'm a girl . I'm a human . i have feelings too . I'm sick and tired . I wont denied I'm in love with you . I love you for who you are . But i guess , i will let natural take its course . D;

MOOSE IS FUCKING HANDSOME!:D

i'm a cat, i love fish. iloveyou.
Hellos earthlings & MYSTALKERBROTHER!
Brother, please stop stalking me. STOP READING MY TEXT MESSAGES AND BLOG POST !
tsktsk . SHOOO ! After a month, i decided to blog . How nice of me right ? I'm currently super hungry now ): Dad is still not back with my breakfast. & guess what ? it's 1135 now ! It should be called lunch when my dad is back. My health isnt that good these few days. Flu, vomiting and everything . Well, it sucks to be a merlion ! Okays, so everything actually went well . Things didn't screw up . Everything is fine actually . HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . I'm gonna mug real hard for my EOY); i do not want to retain . i seriously don't want to ! good luck to me yeahs ? im lazy to blog alr . cause i really don'nt know what to blog . HAHAHA let me end with this . ILOVEFISH ! <*)))><

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly.
I want you to give me your hoodie when I’m cold.
I want you to hold me and keep me warm.
I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies.
I want you hold my hands and play with my fingers.
I want you play with my hair.
I want you to take amazing photos with me.
I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly.
I want you to tell your friends everyday how much you love me.
I want you to write me songs and poems.
I want you to watch the sunrise with me.
I want you to give me piggy back rides. .
I want you to wipe my tears away.
I want you to tell me you miss me.
I want you to drop everything and hug me tight.
I want you to take pictures of us.
I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters.
I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me
I want you to smile ever single time you see me.
I want you to know how much I love you.
I just, want you.

Hellos peoples ! I;m back blogging again ! i know i been real busy ! Tight timetable . it's 1;11am now and i decided to blog . Many things have been happening these days. And i dont wish to elaborate more . I hope i can survive this week without falling asleep at a wrong time ! hahahaha . I should be doing my homework now and im really really lazy . Been crazy with clara and louisa about eggtart and addias ! Hmm , idk what to blog alr . i shall go ! bye !

To boyf;
hey, i know i have been too busy to accompanying you . i'm sorry k ? don't emo alr hor . i know you are jealous of the guys that i been hanging out with . But we're just friends ok ? just like how you hang out with your friends . Don't worry too much for me for being too stress and stuff. good luck for your o'level ok (; iloveyou .

HELLLO ! i know i know ! i been ages since i blog again ! sorry lurhs ! school strt . busy week for me . Performance on next tuesdays during assembly, worry much .hahaha . I hold on to a ballon for many months . Putting my all hoped . Trying hard . Giving everything i can for it . But now i decided to let this balloon go . My hope, my confidence , my enthusiasm everything . and this balloon is my cca . There many reason to it . and idk what to say already . May be there's too much disappointment in it . Maybe there's many things that i can't wish prefect for . But i already tired my very best . and yet im getting this shit . Is this fair to me? then why can't i be the one sitting by the side shaking my leg . and the credit all go to me . and not someone who had put so much effort in it . I guess there's nothing to say about it . If one day i skipped cca. Means , i had enough of everything alr.

Hello! I know i know, i haven been blogging ! . Well , life is getting busier after school reopen . All i wish was sometime to sleep. I dont even have the mood to switch on the computer and just sleep . Imagine how tired i was. I sprain my ankle yesterday when i was in an amazing race . How amazing isn't . Although my group didn't win anything, but i was happy that my group bonds alot! . Going to toliet at fast speed . Eating together . Laughing like there's no tomorrow. Well, but it's also the first time that i lost to unwillingly . Cause i know i can win . ); fucks . Okays fine . It's actually not i can win anot . Just , because of a monster . That why . But still we went shopping in the end . Thanks for being our motivation . HAHAHAHAHA . saying about this . I heard SYF went quite well . Congrats, JORDAN&RANDY . HHAHHAHA . Okays . So yesterday there's many event . Our card were charge in KM alr . There SYF . There's NDP reheasal . There's amazing race . There's cosplay going on somewhere . Well . So now im walking in a limp . Cause i have muscle achs all over me. and and injured ankle . Idk if's it sprain anot . Okays . BTW . stc went well . Alots of scandal ! . haahahaaha okays but still overall fun . My group won the best group quite surprising . Cause it is. Gtg then bye ! .
/edit .Have you ever feel so shitty all of the sudden . Have you suddenly thought that you're just a doll in everyone eyes . After using you it's okays . The worst thing you don't even know that you are being used. Idc who's reading this . I only know how i feel now . idk. Maybe in every game there's a chance to restart. But you know you can't get it , you should just give up . In life , I have many things to say . i have many things to grumble about . But guess what ? i trust no one . My parents are alway saying bye bye to me. How am i suspose to share with them . My brothers? they will only think this is some child's play . Yes, maybe in all of eyes you guys are just using me and stuff . But im trying real hard to show you guys that i can do it . Sometimes, i feel like giving up and being so sick to try again and again . Does trying hard solve everything ? No . If by trying hard solve everything , why are people dieing of overwork? They are working hard right ? So why they die ? i bet they did'nt even want to die cause they still have their family behind. So what for working so hard? We have to die one say isn't it. The world is pissing me off . I'm getting tired. Cause the world seems so unfair . I know i know , it's never fair . But Nvrm. I hate the world . I hate myself.